urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529 midnightsky529 midnightsky529 2009-09-01T12:50:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:26511 2009-09-01T12:50:55Z 2009-09-01T12:50:55Z so, today is my first day of classes. not too bad. one at 10:50 ends at noon. the other sucks, 6:30 till 9. boo bio. haha but yeah im handling everything great. my roommate is great and im verrryy lucky cause my other trip friends werent as lucky. but yeah everythings changing. its weird that when you come to college, no one knows who you used to be. everyone calls me corinne. not rinny or rin or linny. except my roommate is trying to get ronnie to stick for me haha. everytime i meet someone, its like they remind me of someone else. its scary. so i have like two hours till class, but im wide awake and really bored. and sara is sleeping. lol. so last night i went to see star trek that was playing on the intramural field wich is adjacent to my building which is awesome cause i couldvve watched it from my window haha. but like every night we see the sunset from our room outlooking the field it awesome. did i also mention how guys like to play football half naked out there too. yummm lol but we did get a huge football game going yesterday. it looked like something from a movie i swear. they were setting up the projector for the movie so it was playing like movie music and the sun was setting an you see all of us tackling each other and laughing and hugging. it was awesome. and i love how people ask you to do everything with you. like if you need someone to go to the library, i just text someone from the trip and we walk together hah its great. im sooo glad i did the tri, it was amazinggg. oh and two days ago we went to the first real party. awesome. even though i had to drink beer, i was alright. but i met a lot of people some who i recognized the next day and were talking to. but the night ended up as me and sara climbed and hopped two fences, ran across a field into the back of the apartments, met a frat guy from TKE, brian, who was kind enough to show us the right way home haha. and he kinda yelled at us hahaha or warning us lol but anywayyss i gotta eat, sara's about to wake up, thanks to the very loud train that cuts through our part of campus lol and yeahh. class time! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:26304 2009-08-25T04:13:18Z 2009-08-25T04:13:18Z so im totally moved into my dorm. its pretty awesome. and lonely at the same time. i think it'll get better when my roommate gets here sat. im sooo excited for my trip going down to west virginia to go white water rafting and mud obstacle courses and lake stuff haha and of course the sweet cabin. the people are really nice. but i could already see clic's forming. oh well. i already feel like a different person. i talk a lot more to people. even started to initiate conversation. woahhh. haha im just killing time now. i was stupid and left my phone home. wow. lol i got everything else but that. the only sucky part is i have to wake up at 6 am and its a 7 hour bus ride. im just afraid i wont get up in time. lol other than that its cool. but i really like the people here. sara kelly haley. mo renee. the boys are nice too. tim. mickey. bryce. james. dan. yupp. its soo hot. i dont know how ill sleep. ugh. i do miss my friends though. oohhh but we did this ice breaker where you have 30 second convo's its called in and out. i found out haley has a twin too. thats the first thing she said and i grabbed her and we jumped up and down. i got really excited haha her's is identical her name is kaleigh so it rhymes lol and she was in color gaurd. lol shes pretty cool. and shes going to ramapo haha i thought that was weird. ill have to tell liana and becca to see if she knows her. but yeah its getting late and i have to wake up mad early. hopefully i do get up haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:25884 2009-08-23T06:21:01Z 2009-08-23T06:21:01Z yeah so its been 73 weeks till i wrote in this thing. which means well over a year. it was actuall ymost out of convience that i didnt write in this. caus emy internet in my room went down 3 years ago. and i wasnt about to go downstairs every night to write in it and its always freezing in that room anyways. so since i got my new laaptop, ive been trying to keep up. so fill in. going to college on monday. scary? exciting? i dont know haha. ill be in west virginia for a couple of days on an adventure trip kinda scared but really excited at the same time lol i get to move in early which is good. but i have less time. i dont know which is better. but im missing the tay swift concert and the blink 182 concert. boo. i would thought that i would have a lot to say but im drawing a blank<br /><br />i miss steph. a lot.<br />im gunna miss a lot of people<br />its jsut the fact that i wont be able to call them and know they are 7 min away but instead like 3 hours. thank god for oovoo and stuff like that. oh whit if you read this, im back on aim! andddd thanks for the letter! i was like crying lol and laughing hysterically. thanks for that. =DD<br /><br />oh jeeze i gotta pack a lot more when i get up cause i barely made a dent in anything and i lost my list soo yeah. maybe next time ill be more relxed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:25621 2008-03-27T03:50:25Z 2008-03-27T03:50:25Z Hey, hey<br />Hey, hey<br /><br />Sometimes I feel like<br />Everybody's got a problem<br />Sometimes I feel like<br />Nobody wants to solve them<br />I know that people say<br />We're never gonna make it<br />But I know we're gonna get through this<br /><br />Close your eyes<br />And please don't let me go<br />Don't, don't, don't let me go now<br />Close your eyes<br />Don't let me let you go<br />Don't, don't, don't<br /><br />Take my hand tonight<br />Let's not think about tomorrow<br />Take my hand tonight<br />We can find some place to go<br />'Cause our hearts are locked forever<br />And our love will never die<br />Take my hand tonight<br />One last time<br /><br />Hey, hey<br />Hey, hey<br /><br />The city sleeps<br />And we're lost in the moment<br />Another kiss<br />As we're lying on the pavement<br />If they could see us<br />They would tell us that we're crazy<br />But I know they just don't understand<br /><br />Close your eyes<br />And please don't let me go<br />Don't, don't, don't let me go now<br />Close your eyes<br />Don't let me let you go<br />Don't, don't, don't<br />[Take My Hand lyrics on <a href="http://www.metrolyrics.com">http://www.metrolyrics.com</a>]<br /><br /><br />Take my hand tonight<br />Let's not think about tomorrow<br />Take my hand tonight<br />We can find some place to go<br />'Cause our hearts are locked forever<br />And our love will never die<br />Take my hand tonight<br />One last time<br /><br />Hey, hey<br />Hey, hey<br />Hey, hey<br /><br />The raindrops<br />The tears keep falling<br />I see your face<br />And it keeps me going<br />(Hey, hey)<br />If I get lost<br />Your light's gonna guide me<br />And I know that you can take me home<br />You can take me home<br /><br />Take my hand tonight<br />Let's not think about tomorrow<br />Take my hand tonight<br />We can find some place to go<br />'Cause our hearts are locked forever<br />And our love will never die<br />Take my hand tonight<br />One last time<br /><br />Take my hand tonight<br />Let's not think about tomorrow<br />Take my hand tonight<br />We can find some place to go<br />(Find some place to go)<br />'Cause our hearts are locked forever<br />And our love will never die<br />(Love will never die)<br />Take my hand tonight<br />One last time<br />(One last time) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:25386 2008-03-22T04:37:22Z 2008-03-22T04:37:22Z i hate writing in this<br />cause everytime i read back in it, <br />ive changed so much<br />and im not that same person<br />and i usually want to delete it cause thats not how i feel anymore<br />but i kinda need something to grow from<br />so yeah<br /><br />im prolly going to not want to read this tomorrow<br />hahhaa <br />ill regret it<br /><br />oh well urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:25263 2008-03-13T03:02:53Z 2008-03-13T03:02:53Z so today was ok<br />this past week has been fast actually<br />but anyway today was my first day at work =D<br />its was ok, actually really really boring<br />cause all i did for 5 hours straight was watch training videos<br />and i still have to do some tom. as well<br />but it was cool and i like the people.<br /><br />me and lili talked today haha<br />well more like yelled at, but not at each other<br />well it was, but we were defending the same thing<br />and it clicked. i know what your doing. hahaha<br /><br /><br />oh and i thought i was ready. <br />but then it changed<br />so now im back to where i was. <br />no one will get what i mean<br />sorry i have to write it so i know what i mean. <br /><br /><br />ok time for homework then sleep. <br />woot lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:24993 2008-03-09T18:43:38Z 2008-03-09T18:43:38Z this is your sign<br /><br />take it<br /><br /><br />just please urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:24719 2008-03-07T03:31:49Z 2008-03-07T03:31:49Z yeah <br /><br />thats about all i have to say <br />hahahha kidding but it feels like that sums up everything<br />the beginning of this week sucked hardcore but i think im good now<br />hspas were easy of course, especially the math<br />this week has been the chillest cause i got all my good classes and missed the worst ones<br />it was great, we would finish around 4th-5th which brings me to history which was only like 5 minutes left in the period<br />then i had the easiest day, lunch art gym math and band lol and we played games in math for extra credit and watched movies in gym<br /><br />but yeah on another note<br />im take my days one by one<br />and seeing what happens<br />so far <br />everythings good<br />im in a good place. <br />except the shadow over my head that im ignoring. <br />hahaha it works for me<br /><br />ok now for bio so i could go out this weekend hahaha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:24145 2008-02-26T05:07:28Z 2008-02-26T05:07:28Z hmm well this week is going to be good i can tell<br />the boys won the halverson cup!<br />that was a huge achievement for all of them<br />and i couldnt be more proud of them<br />hahahaa and boy did they deserve it haha<br />also i think i got the job at quick check<br />so ill be able to see everyone and stuff<br />so yeah <br />but everyone seems to be happy around me<br />so that makes me happy<br /><br />yeahhh its going to be a good week... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:24024 2008-02-22T04:56:21Z 2008-02-22T04:56:21Z the boys won tonight!<br />woot!<br />so happy for them and it was an intresting game haha<br />they deff. put up a fight and it was worth it<br /><br />but everything else is going well i guess<br />not much to say actually<br />just living day by day<br />band has become one of my favorite classes<br />all i do is sit there and joke around with jen and frank<br />its sooo much fun haha and it goes by too quickly lol <br />im also excited for my art drawing, i think itll look cool<br />that class is also fun, but annoying sometimes. <br />oh and cant forget about gym. <br />well basically my afternoon classes are awesome hahaha<br /><br />but besides all that, i really wish we didnt have school tomorrow<br />at least a delayed opening<br />cause then i wouldnt have to do my english essay<br />or bio drawings. <br />that would suck <br />but yeah im going to go to bed now<br />see what happens in the morning urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:23746 2008-02-18T05:18:00Z 2008-02-18T05:18:00Z i dont even know anymore<br />and talking about it doesnt help <br />just makes it worse<br />i need a distraction, a big one <br /><br /><br />oh and its fun watching people change right before your eyes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:23371 2008-02-15T02:27:22Z 2008-02-15T02:27:22Z mika so valentines day was good =D<br />best one in a long time <br />hahaha<br />in almost every class, the teacher couldnt quiet the class cause everyone is so chatty<br />my daddy came home with choclates and flowers and a pair of cute earrings =D <br />but i dont think anyone topped steph hahaha<br />she wrote out i think 15 or 16 diffferent valentine card each with a different joke in it and she gave them to me randomly throughout the day hahah it made me smile hahaha<br />oh and chuck stopped by<br />havent seen him in awhile <br />oh and the boys won today<br />i wanted to go, but once agai, have no ride. but steph came over<br />we wtached dirty dancing and then danced in my room<br />it was all good and fun<br />then i went out to eat with mom dad jen and moo<br />at the outback cause terri was working. <br />and now im here, doing history homework haha<br />so yeah thats about my day<br /><br />how was yours? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:23103 2008-02-13T04:09:12Z 2008-02-13T04:09:12Z yeah im not going to write anything<br /><br />cause i dont want to jnyx anything<br /><br />hahaha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:22881 2008-02-10T05:48:54Z 2008-02-10T05:48:54Z yeah, i take back what i said<br />i dont know why even try<br />i just let my down further. <br />so yeah, im going to bed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:22687 2008-02-09T17:28:11Z 2008-02-09T17:28:11Z these past couple of days have been great. adn these past two night ive had incredible dreams, of which i cant forget and keep replaying in my head over and over. ill prolly end up going to the hockey game. lol i love watching it. and even if they dont win, its still fun to go and support them hahaha. and plus, you have to be there for the bad to appreciate the good. so yeah. im going to walk aimlessly around my house or start my homework to pass the time. haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:22510 2008-02-06T06:39:30Z 2008-02-06T06:39:30Z sorry for everyone that has been putting up with me for the past couple of weeks<br />i know i dont make it easy<br /><br />just thanks urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:22241 2008-02-04T05:10:06Z 2008-02-04T05:10:06Z i dont know how much more of this i can handle. its like a roller coaster. im so close to giving up, but then i would be giving in. hmmm i just need to clear my head. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:21978 2008-02-03T03:51:31Z 2008-02-03T03:51:31Z hmmmm where to start? see this is the problem, i have all this stuff to say, but when i go to say it, i cant even writing it in here. and i dont know why.so where to begin? ill just review my day and maybe itll strike something. well friday was good. had pahts party. it was good. wierd, but good i guess. then i went to stephs afterwards and had a sleepover. that was fun. we talked alott. haha and took pictures. then fell asleep and went into the hot tub. that was fun. especially cause it was cold outside and we were warm. hahha yeah. today i just sat around. made a football cake for superbowl tomorrow. looks pretty cool. maybe ill put pictures up tomorrow. oh and while i was gone my tv fell out of my wall. but dad fixed it. but i still dont trust standing underneath it hahah im kinda happy, kinda not. but i have to wait till someone gets home so i can tell them. hahahah oh i watched sweeny todd today. derek brought it home. he gets it from school from a server thingy. it was a great movie. and i recommend it. but yeah i guess ill just clean my room or something to distract me. grrr urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:21631 2008-01-29T05:04:42Z 2008-01-29T05:04:42Z im really pathetic<br />hahahaha<br />but this time its different<br />or atleast i hope so urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:21252 2008-01-27T21:16:46Z 2008-01-27T21:16:46Z im sick of this, of everything urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:21020 2008-01-22T02:38:46Z 2008-01-22T02:38:46Z coheed and cambria this could possibly e the most confusing day of my life, and its only getting worse<br />not like being confusing is bad or anything<br />i just dont know<br />and i cant talk to anybody till i have it all figured out<br />and that might take awhile<br />i just dont know<br />and cant get over the fact that i can be so stupid sometimes<br /><br />oh well. at least that makes me human<br /><br />but anyway, thanks paht, lili and steph for all talking to me<br />and making sure im not insane haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:20806 2008-01-21T05:57:35Z 2008-01-21T05:57:35Z i dont know why i bother<br />seriously urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:20548 2008-01-19T05:41:55Z 2008-01-19T05:42:43Z today was actually pretty good<br />was nervous for first period only caus ei had bio the next<br />but i didnt do sooo bad on the bio quarterly, i got a 77<br />sounds bad but whatever. i hopw he gives a curve cause the highest grade was only a 93. ass<br />w/e<br />the rest of the day was cool i guess<br />math is on tuesday [no school monday]<br />nervous aobut that. maybe ill have steph study with me or something<br />after school was fine then i went to pahts<br />which was kinda slow in the beginning cause we were playing rock band<br />but then we "watched" little miss sunshine, which we didnt watch cause everybody talk over the movie<br />except the part i thought was hilarious when the horn broke. lol <br />i laugh just thinking about it haha<br />and the rest of the night was fun too<br /><br />devins over now<br />they went to medieval times <br />sounds like they had fun lol <br />but i think im gunna sleep cause the beds are coming tommorow =D<br />but i might not even sleep in it causei need a box spring, and my bed now is customized [my dad built it and painted it] so he will have to make adjustments. <br />but whatever. <br /><br />ok going to bed before i ramble on about more pointless stuff urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:20373 2008-01-16T04:23:42Z 2008-01-16T04:23:42Z lili, i love you hahha<br />and we should talk more<br />it was fun<br />and cleared my mind<br />things like that make me happy =D<br />and all it took was just a simple call =] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:midnightsky529:19973 2008-01-16T01:50:44Z 2008-01-16T01:50:44Z yayyy<br />the beds are coming saturday!<br />maybe ill actually get to fall sleep before 3.<br />just a thought.<br /><br />today was alright<br />bio was not that bad, we still had or test despite the fact we didnt have class yesterday<br />but it was only 1 period long this time and no essay, and it was kinda easier<br />history and history of pop music was ok too<br />lunch was fun too and jen and liana interigated me for like ten minutes<br />but i knew that if i did telll them there, then it would have killed the buzz on the funness and that hasnt happened in awhile so i didnt want to ruin it. <br />dont worry, ill still call you lili hahha<br /><br />frank is almost finished with the 2nd book and he keeps talk to me them about<br />and he as his theories that he tells me but then its hard to keep a striaght face so i dont gevi anything away<br />even though he did ruin one of my books for me whne they (including him) told me who died in the last book. still holding out on the grudge hahaha<br /><br />were trying to get a lot of people over for sunday night(we dont have school monday) for a DDR night / bake-off / cards night. it all depends on what were feeling that night. and the "old" crew hahahhahahha from like 8th grade. should be fun<br /><br />oh and one tree hill is on so i gotta go watch that!